dinomilo

See if u can spot me! I am somewhere in the front in the group on the left.

This was when we were all sec 1 cadets in 2004 and attending our first Ncc Day Parade

A few days ago, my dad subscribed to mio tv, and theres this 1 month trial period where you can watch for free any shows on the demand channel.

So the thing is, he started watching the chinese WuXia shows, and coincidentally, most of them had Zhang Ziyi, inside. And being fascinated by her acting as always, i downloaded Memoirs of  A Geisha, and since tht show had Gong Li, i downloaded Curse Of The Golden Flower too.

Bottom line,

Memoirs of A Geisha was nice, i can't believe how pretty Zhang Ziyi and Gong Li are in the movie, though its kinda draggy

Curse Of The Golden Flower SUCKED LIKE HELL CAN? I wasted 2 hrs of my life watching a movie that was filled to the brim with boobs and nothing else, no substance, no plot and no action at all. It was 2 hrs of continued exposure to boobs, does the empress and the servant girls even dress like that during the Tang Dynasty?

I hate boobs, and im sick of them now, try watching the movie and tell me you are sick of them or not...

A little bit is always not enough, moderate is always good, BUT TOO MUCH IS DEFINITELY OVER THE EDGE, i don't wanna see any glimpse of boobs today, or even tomorrow...

I don't have a life, no i don't have a life

Studying sucks big time, waking up everyday to lecture notes and practice papers is really no joke

I really hate exams now, i really hate them, hate them, hate them, hate them...

And waiting for dinner is such a bore

Theres so much work to be done and yet i am here doing stupid stuff, contemplating whether or nt to continue watching prison break

Its got to be one of the best shows i have ever watched before!

And the tattoos on Michael Scofield's body makes me want to get tattoos too, omg, why am i even entertaining such thoughts...

But stilll, i think im gonna flunk the mid yrs, i don't have enough discipline to rly sit down and not be distracted by stuff and just study, so much to do so little time :S

RAHH

Im Michael Scofield!

Everyone seems to be in the hardcore study mood now, and i mean EVERYONE

And i still wanna watch prison break, omfg la, 4 seasons, no time to study if i really start watching, so i better not touch the torrent webby, but harper's island is enough to satisfy my drama craving, and csi miami too!

I like Eric, but the main character nvr fails to keep amusing me with his cheesy one liners!

The mid yrs are coming in like 4 weeks time, and there is a gazillion amount of work to be done,

I have, 2 huge ring files worth of geography notes, human and physical geography included

4 sets of binded notes for econs

1 thick file and a thick stack of worksheets for physics

HOW TO FINISH STUDYING IN TIME?

SURE DIE LE LIKE THAT

And the stupid sch is making us go back for remedial lessons and make ups, don't they realize that it is counter productive? Depriving students the much needed time to revise...

Omg, i don't wanna fail my mid years, but how do i complete it all in time?

I really am exhausted now, not just physically, but mentally

Studied physics, did tuition hw, and then a game of basketball with perh, played with some funny ah bengs, who act and play in such a funny way, too bad there aren't any ah lians with them, i like to look at big grps of ah bengs and ah lians, the way they all behave is super funny can...

And then i had dinner at Admiral's Bar and Grill, courtesy of my neighbour, who decided to ask my family along, and the steak is the best that i have ever eaten, and the sambal chicken wings too, heavenly!

Side Note:

I find playing basketball on sundays help me kill the limbo of being inactive all day long in front of the study table, a welcome change to the monotony of studying

But the thing is that i can't help but feel rly bored these days, for the past week, nt just bored, but rly empty inside me, it really feels as though something is missing, and i can't feel the same way abt it anymore. They all say i just can't move on, i don't really know how to. That stupid feeling keeps coming back, and it really dosen't help at all to try to forget.

Sometimes i just wish it never took place at all, and that i won't have to go through all this, that i would be able to do more than just brood over it everytime.

Sometimes i jsut wish for someone to hold rly tight, and to fill up those empty moments

Back frm the gym with perh, and hes much slimmer now!

Hahaha, and i doubt he took any slimming pills, he better not see this, or i will be dead...

Rahh, and i have another maths test on Mon on Normal and approximation

This blows, there are always tests and i don't seem to beable to score good marks everytime

Hmm, i shld start studying now as im going Ikea ltr!

Gonna get my new chair, and a Liverpool sofa bed!

MUAHAHAHAHA




FABER DRIVE YET AGN!!!

What the @#$% la, i wasted this long weekend, seriously, i am super angry with myself now...

The only productive things tht came out of this week end would be tht i practiced maths, thats all...

Sucks sia, and the mid yrs are supposed to cover EVERY single topic tht we have studied so far

Omg, i think im gonna flunk my A levels if i keep this up

Well done Mr Irvin Tan

Had fun catching up with the gang last Saturday, and spent the entire half of the day out with them, i can't wait for the A lvls to end, so we can all go Tioman Island together, oh and i checked, its in Malaysia.

Dinner at ChongPang with them this Sat again! 

OK, i should go back to completing my phy notes, and read abit on vectors, need to do the test tml because i din go sch today :S

I am so into The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus now

The sports carnival was on today, and i, together with Rutian, Siti, and a J1 girl called Diana were in charge of the game Bocce, yeah, its kind of a stupid game and i think its more of a game suited for old folks rehabilitating at the home for the aged.

But still, its kinda fun, being in charge of a game, but the turn off would be that i was standing under the hot sun shouting myself hoarse to explain the rules and helping out at the telematch station at the same time. And there were many idiotic J1s who think they are damn big, idiots aren't they? And i seriously feel like puching the hell out of that particular guy.

Note to self :
Control dude, control yourself, it will speak bad about you if you really hit someone in school, as   you are still trying very hard to clean up your image aft that fiasco.

This afternoon i was listening to rutian's ipod when i came across the song Angels Cry by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and i really haven't heard a nice song in ages (:

Its kinda true right?

For some reason, i went back with daryl to presby aft some time at the gym, and we regretted tht decision

The sch suddenly seemed so alien, and the teachers were all so dao one, especially the ug teachers, rahh, but they are of little importance, as we went back to look for Mrs Lim

And its so nice to see that she was happy to see both of us again. Now it makes me miss those people back then in presby, hahaha, and they relocated the library. I miss the library, where those 4 Faith ppl always gangbang their friends on the table in front of the vicious tigress( the librarian )

We left the school afterwards, because there was nothing left to do, since Miss Lem should have left the school by then and the other teachers were not there, except Mr Hui, whom we had a chat with for a while, and he has certainly aged, hahaha, good old man!

But his pants are as high as ever!

Ok, off to work, zzz, hope i cn at least get something done...

Oh, and Tricia went HongKong for the better part of the month, and here i was wondering why she suddenly ' disappeared ' off the face of the earth. I'am such a good friend right, notice you when ure gone!

Muahahaha!

I had a chat with her and here is part of what she told me ( i cant remember exactly, bt thts the general idea )

REBEL BACK : If you like someone don't expect her to like you, because its not love in this case
irvinn: thn isn't this like living in denial, its been like 1 yr and 3 months
REBEL BACK : thn don't count the days that you already like her
REBEL BACK : but instead count the days that you are GOING to like her

It sounds kinda weird, but still, i figured it makes alot of sense, why do smth if u only expect smth in return, and there is no point actually looking back, but instead looking forward to continue liking that particular someone.

It still means something in the end, at least to me

It does, it really does...

Ok, so i intended to go out ytd, but thn daryl's knee was hurting and jh and i din go out in the end, and the cinema at the new shopping centre at Bugis is offering movies at 6 bucks despite it being a public holiday. Rahhh

So its been a pretty boring 2 days now, but at least i've finished my hw

Omfg, im a no lifer now :(

Family Day 2009, and this is our stall!

It wasn't that fun, but still, i i enjoyed myself that day!

Why can't i just forget you

I thought i did it, but it turns out otherwise

I know it can't happen
I know it never will
I know it so well deep down under

Maybe its just me, i suck, i really do...

Omg, how dumb and retarded can i get, and nothing seems to be able to penetrate this thick skull of mine only till i rly do smth stupid and retarded.

I am seriously damn stupid, stupidstupidstupidstupid....

Arghh, i wish i can just evaporate into thin air and disappear for good

But i can't, and i have to live with it now

Still, that won't stop me from enjoying Dear Maria, Count Me In by All Time Low



The song is nice, bt the band members rly look kinda gay, like the guy on the far right for example...

Ahh, vectors test tml, i rly shld get going now, gotta study for it =S

Went AJ idol ytd with Nicholas and Yongli, and its kinda entertaining, especially the dancers!

And i have to say i enjoyed it, but i learnt one impt lesson for the future during the competition, that is never to kiss a girl WITHOUT her consent in front of everyone.

That guy is so omgwtf screwed, and i dun pity him, but rather the girl, because of his dumb and stupid actions the girl will have to go arnd and get scoffed at. Pathetic isn't it?

Since when am i so concerned abt such stuff one uh, hmmm...

Oh, and i think this picture is kinda cute!



Kinderjoy!

Hahaha, im the purple koala bear with the rubber duck!